Exactly what my title says...

Everything has gotten really hard for me. Handling a bf has gotten tough seeing as we're both busy constantly... My mother treating me like a slave and my sister pissing her off because she can't make her better, so she takes it out on me...

I have every temtation to commit suicide, run away or do something stupid that would kill me. Ive been struggling hard, so im at the point where i want to break down and cry. I have nothing to hold on too... My writing talent went out the window... My ambition has reduced to nothing...

My life really sucks and I feel more alone then ever before.... It's sad, that I have kept this kind of thing away from people who care about me, but hey, thats me. Don't like it? Tough.

What else do I have to bore you with??

Ummm... I want a baby to a point here I will stare blankly at my nephew, Max, wondering what it would have been like having a baby... It's torture...

Well, thats all I got... Later...